annd i'm back...

i was just listening to the song "Wrath Pinned to the mist (and other games)" by Of Montreal..and i just wanted to share the lyrics with ya if you are not familiar with them:

Let’s have bizarre celebrations
Let’s forget who forget what forget where
We’ll have bizarre celebrations
I’ll play the Satyr in Cypris you the bride being stripped bare

Let’s pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antartica

Let’s have bizarre celebrations
Lets forget when forget what forget how
We’ll have bizarre celebrations
We’ll play Tristan and Izolde but make sure I see white sails

Maybe I’ll never die
I’ll just keep growing younger with you
And you’ll grow younger too
now it seems too lovely to be true
but I know the best things always do

let’s pretend we don’t exist
let’s pretend we’re in Antartica
(http://www.ofmontreal.net/sunlandiclyrics.html#wraith)


------If you are not familiar with Of Montreal you should definatly give them a shot!....this song is actually the one for that annoying Outback Steakhouse commercial...you know, the one that you always hear on the radio..."leetts go ouutback tonighttt" oh dear, advertisements today. i'll tell ya. but i really like this idea of pretending not to exist. not in an "emo" way or anything (i hate that word by the way with a passion and resent the fact that i just used it, but that can be for another post..haha, i can see it now "why i dont like the word emo"...oh well). sometimes though, i think that is what we all feel like..i know recentely that i've really wanted to pretend that i dont exist..i guess posting blogs isnt really me getting away from it all..but in a way it is..hmm i dont know...and the idea of "growing younger" is something i really like because it is the complete opposite of reality...i mean technically we are all dying a little everyday....cause that isnt a morbid thought at all right? i dont know about you...but growing younger sounds good..i'm not saying that in the sense of like "wow, i am sooo old i want my youth back blah blah blah" cause let's face it, i'm not old and plus ya cant stop time anyway..i just think that the idea of being younger each day is something we should all consider....when you're young you see things that people often cant find the time to see...we are all so busy each day, and even when we arent doing something of importance...there is still something to do...no one can just BE.... i'm not trying to speak for the world here, but you have to agree with me on some level...the "magic" in stuff fades as time goes on....i miss that magic...so here i am, just blogging away my thoughts, pretending i dont exist, and growing younger with each minute that passes.

i'll see ya in antartica =)